A couple of tricks ive made up :D
It wont let me put it on Youtube so I nicked it from Facebook instead :)
I love this song so much and what it stands for!
Wow, exams have crept up so fast! Scarily so but im trying to concentrate on getting them out the way and looking forward to the summer!!!! Actually cant wait now, its gonna be so good. Probally the most packed summer ive had in ages, full of everything I love, hanging out at the rugby club and more…embarrassing…hobbies :D
Just thought people should know :P
I feel myself falling into the same trap again,
Lliking someone who Im sure doesn’t feel the same way back.
But showing her my feelings is….difficult. Only possible through small often insignificant gestures.
And I dont want to make things more complicated for her or hurt her anymore,
She’s been through enough.
Well today was one of the best days and one of the worst days this school year, and a great and terrible way to enter 2011!
On a positive note I got to sit down with friends and have a proper conversation! Been a while since I could do that but the people on my table in History are the only people I feel comfortable sitting down and just talking about stuff, not just small talk but meaningful conversation, something I struggle to do with my guy friends. They actually listen to me and seem to give a damn. Its something that I have been missing, it doesnt sound like a lot but there are times I just need to tell someone who wont judge me or just listens.
On the other hand I learnt how trivial most of the problems in my life are. There are girls I know that have gone through some real hard times and boys dont even try to understand. The Girls dont deserve it but im powerless to help! They seem to get treated like dirt by loads of guys that cant make up thier minds or take them for granted and its wrong. Short of joining them, because that would be a rather painful experience, I want to be different…not like the guys mentioned above and I think other boys should at least make a effort to not be complete pigs!!!
Sorry guys for the rant :’)
